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  • TL;DR: This isn’t just about finding him—it’s about what he awakened in me: a corrective experience, a rebellion against impermanence, and the possibility of a more meaningful, reciprocal ending. If I never find him, I  guess I will loose … little bit of hope? And little bit of the sanity that the experience gave me. But…

  • Am I Psychotic? Part 1

    If I never find him, what do I lose? TL’DR: If he never responds, I already carry the gift of calm and proof I can connect deeply. If he does, I don’t want a fantasy or a script — only a chance to continue honestly from where we left off, to walk, talk, maybe hold,…

  • Lesson number one

    The author reflects on a meaningful encounter in Barcelona with a man named R***, which stirred unexpected feelings. Despite feeling a strong connection, the author regrets allowing R*** to leave alone, recognizing the importance of acting on positive emotions. This experience emphasizes seizing opportunities when they arise and valuing genuine connections.

  • The Full Story but short to hook you up

    Barcelona · Sunday 10 Aug 2025 · Morning–Early Afternoon It was the kind of day that doesn’t announce itself as life-changing. The sun had already warmed the city, and the streets outside were waking slowly. Inside the venue, the air was thick with humidity, the quiet broken only by water lapping and the low hum…

  • You only need to look around you

    Barcelona · Sunday 10 Aug 2025 · morning–early afternoon TL;DR: On 10 Aug 2025 in Barcelona, I met R* — an Irish-born, Australia-based man — in a spa with a pool and saunas. We spent six unforgettable hours together. I don’t know his full name, but I want to find him. If you think you…